as they fallI’m reminded of their refreshing role to express deep and complex things their ability to communicate far beyond words they respond to that inside their droplets of beauty which  washover my face renew a needful heart I lose to them coming under their release they stream down with each one that falls I remember your care I know you see them they were stored for years believing they represented weakness acknowledging I have needs I need you Jesus in disbelief, mourning, joy, and sadness I need you I need you to pour from me fill me, come closer to me and move inside of me its wonderful to be reminded apart from you i cannot stand my life comes from you you alone make things right I see these things in tears not spelled out but in a mysterious way like your kingdom continue to come my tears saturate this heart that is yours and in great need